Ma Fairy

In my life, mistakes I make many,
Often which I never noticed,
In the time of my crisis,
You came as a shining light!!!

Never seen a grace like you,
Adore the care, you have on me,
Respect and love, is all I can give
Care is all, that I need from you!!

Fear, grips me everyday that,
One day you might not be their,
That day, I’ll need you the most,
Will be searching, till the end!!!

A pretty smile, with grace
Makes my day, the best day!!
A wise word from you a day,
Changes my life, everyday!!!

Changes for good, I have found,
From the very day, I met you,
God must have blessed me good,
For sending a fairy in disguise!!!!!!!!!

Still Lonely, After your Death

Life is so lonesome, when u aren’t here, Often I dream, often I feel, That u are still near, Walking by my side, Being my guide, Dreaming all ma dreams, But then, when reality hits. I wake up, find myself alone, And weep the sorrows in me, I often curse the above lord, Why did he punish me so much? Why did he, took you up first, Why did he, took the one I loved, And left me to suffer, all alone, With no one in my side, With no one, to guide me by, With no one to care for me, With no one, to ask me why.. I often weep day and night, Thinking of, why was it me, What was the wrong, which I had done? Why had god to choose you and not me!!! I often still think and weep, why it is me……

 

L.O.V.E

Look On Very Emotionally,
For she is, depended on you!
Love her very, so tenderly,
That she becomes ‘yours’ forever!

Care for her, so affectionately,
For she cares, only for you!
Hold her hand truly forever!
For she lives, only for you!

Never ever, think to break her heart,
For her heart, beats only for you!
Love her, so passionately,
For her passion, is only you!

Never ever, break her trust,
For she trusts, only you!
Never ever, leave her and go,
For she can’t live, without you!

Confused Reaction

you never understood me,
you never cared to know me,
you never knew what i am,
nor what i want to be!!

yet you say always that,
you can’t understand me,
you don’t know what i am,
nor i can’t be anything!!

i dont understand,
what you want me to be,
what you are expecting of me!!

you always say” change yourself”
“i dont like what you are now”
and when i change myself
again you start telling
” i have changed a lot”
” i am not the same,
as i was before”

Vengence Reloaded

Flames of vengeance,
burning high inside,
i don’t wonder why,
angels deserve to cry!

In the room of sadness,
I always ask the
question why ,
I gave her the rose,
she gave me the thorns..

When she sleeps on
the bed of roses,
i sleep upon the
the floor of thorns!

Pain is something
which i have now,
For the gift which,
i’ll give her hereon.

Forgetting the pain,
Starting a new day again,
Is not that i can feel
nor that i can choose

it’s high time now
that my smile,
is her tear,
My laughter,
is her fear,
My presence,
costs her dear!
For, It’s time for
Vengeance Reloaded

Unexpressed

Filled in my heart,
was just her grace,
I was in love,
and wasn’t making haste
Happiness was all around me,
When I see her beautiful face
I knew I was in love,
But cant be expressed!
And I never regret,
For my love is true
And she is mine,
What if she isn’t my mate,
Still I had all her time
And all her grace
I fear no thee,
I fear no one,
For I do no wrong,
That I can regret
In my heart for ever shall be,
She my lady so sweet,

ODE – Hopeless In LovE

I said her
“I LOVE YOU”
she said to me,
” I LIKE YOU’
i want you,
i need you,
i cant live,
with out you.
but still
i can’t
LOVE YOU

she says still

I can be the verses of your poem
I can be the paint of your brush,
I can be the script of your play,
I can be the toy, you play with
I can be the joy, when you need it
I can be the craze of your heart
I can be the Gaze of your eye
I can be the Pearl of your life
but still i cant be your wife…

Dont expect me in real life,
coz this is not a REEL life
where all dreams come true
some dreams are dreams
which can never come true

Even though I like you
but don’t count it as Love
Love is not just about care
Life cant move on with love
When you cant earn a penny
You are called Jobless,
And jobless are useless
and i can’t marry Someone
Who is Jobless and Useless!!!

I tell her,
how can you tell that,
i am totally useless
i am totally jobless,
when you dont know that,
My job is to love you
and i Love my job!!

She says back
Love can never be a job,
and now i know that,
you are totally Hopeless

i say back,

Yes, hopeless,
hopeless in love
hopeless in life
hopeless in everything
i did: lot of mistakes
i did :lot of wrongs
and my biggest wrong is
that i loved you!!!

CREEPZZZZ

one cyanide for my Ex girl
And one cyanide for me,
One cyanide for the guy
who ruined my life!!!

Each of us has pained,
one another forever,
unbearable pain deep under,
lets all die peaceful forever!!!

one cyanide for her mom,
one cyanide for her dad,
both of them are special,
coz they had made me mad!!

I had been so much sad,
i have become hell mad,
now its getting so bad,
itz time to kill that lad!!!

The Pearl that went away!

The pearl of my life,
The shining ecstasy,
God’s lovely creation
Has gone back away
Living me alone,
Sinking in glooms,
Depressed within,
Watching her trail!

Her’s was the care,
The only pride,
The only hope,
That gave me life
The shining pearl,
The sweetest smile,
The tender care,
Has gone away.

Never coming back,
Making me sad,
Waiting all night,
Life is so bad!
Standing in dark,
Waiting in hope,
The lovely rose,
The precious pearl,
Will you come back!

Heart on fire,
Burning Desire
Fear of faith,
I pray to god,
To send you back,
To make you mine,
My precious pearl,
My sweet princess,
Please come back!